I love this thing that my friend, Alece started. In place of New Year’s Resolutions, we pick one word that will define, grow, challenge, and inspire us for the new year. Last year was my first year to pick my word, and I loved it. Unlike resolutions of years passed, this word really was a prescription for growth, behavior, and learning for me.
My word for last year was generosity.
Let me tell you, it has been an amazing year! I know, I know, I should have been blogging about this all year, sharing my journey of growth in generosity, but it’s tricky to blog about generosity. How do you blog about sharing and sacrificing without bragging or over-sharing or taking the joy away from being generous in secret? This year, I felt the tension of not letting my left hand know what my right hand was doing, so I didn’t talk a whole lot about this journey on the blog or outside the blog. And I’m ok with that, I hope you are, too.
This year, I learned how to give with joy when I knew that there would be no reciprocity.
This year, I learned how to give when prompted by the Holy Spirit without doing budget calculations.
This year, I learned how to open up my home when it was dirty and messy and feel no shame.
This year, I saw God’s provision, that to be honest, was miraculous at times. Apparently others were learning generosity this year, too, because we were the recipients of a whole lot of generosity.
This year, I became less entitled and more grateful through constant reminders that “my resources” aren’t really mine in the first place.
This year, I learned how to welcome generosity from others and feel grateful, not guilty.
Through generosity, I grew in openness, vulnerability, and joy. I don’t think I can go back, either. This year has been a beautiful journey. I’m excited to announce 2014’s word… but not yet. I’ll leave you hanging for a bit. What about you, how was your year? Have plans for your next year’s One Word?